Bye, 27!

27 years, 

not disappointed, well maybe a little bit; but definitely not surprised. That was a damn long ass ride; I made it this far, I don't how much longer I could make it. 

I've been wandering lost since 4 years ago, so let me just tell you this, I am tired. For real. At this point, I just don't know what's the point of living anymore. To be honest, I somehow feel numb to the core already.

I have lost interest in everything basically. It's draining. 

But, I am still grateful for all the people that have stayed by my side when life wasn't all that wonderful. When life was too overwhelming and when my thoughts were too hard to fathom myself. 

27 years, a lot that I have gone through... and I could say that it changed me a lot too. Well, who would've thought I could've made it this far. I already thought my life ended when I was 13. But, all is well I guess, another year to live and fight my demons. 

Goodbye 27, and goodbye 2021 you suck. ✌